So it has in fact been almost a year since I last posted, almost, but not quite. Alot has happened to me in the past alost-year. My sixteenth birthday has come and gone, as has my grade 11 dance and memories and dreams and hopes. Some dreams have been realised but more still have been dashed to the ground with total faithlessness. It may interest you to know that I have records, almost daily, of what my thoughts have been from January 27 till about June. This is all I have to offer as consolence for my prolonged absence. I had hoped to open these one-a-day starting next year but perhaps it is time I looked to the present rather than turning thoughts to the almost present-future.
However, before I begin to unlock the thoughts, and dark secrets of the past I would like to perhaps give you a bit of a heads up on the skeletons that will soon begin to emerge.I have done alot of stuff this past year that I am less than proud of. The worst of all my secrets is that I have been cutting myself. It stopped quite awhile ago but I still have the scars as reminders. I wrote an essay about it as a matter of fact. I'll put it on here when I get a chance.
There have been a couple more stunners that were most definately not expected but those, I think, can wait until a bit later. The last thing I will leave you with is that I am on the verge of becomming diabetic and in 3 months time I'll know what the rest of my life will be like. I'm hoping it will not be the course of perpetual insulin shots and pricking my finger. It will be hard but in three months, alot can happen.
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